Morning y’all. Is it morning? Yep. Is it good, however? That’s debatable. I’ve had a restless, fitful sleep this morning. I first woke up before Shawshank‘s alarm went off, but didn’t know what time it was. I thought it was later. In fact, I didn’t even know he was in bed until he moved a few minutes later. I went back to sleep after the alarm went off, but it was a pointless sleep. I feel like I was awake more than I slept, but who really knows. The only reason I feel like I slept at all is the fact I didn’t wake up with a case of THE BIG FEELS. If I had truly been awake, I’d have crawled out of bed already spiraling.
I tried to stream a bit yesterday. No one wants to watch me spin poi. The wand is more interesting to people, but I didn’t want to get into that. It’s incredibly discouraging to see there’s only 5-6 people watching – one of whom is me – with no one chatting. Just an endless stream of “______ has entered the chat” as people scroll through and leave immediately. I don’t particularly like streaming to an empty chat, but live streams let me record long videos that don’t take up any space on my own device. Usually, I’ll edit stuff while Shawshank watches TV, but I didn’t feel like any of it was very good. I uploaded something from my drafts and doomscrolled instead.
It’s gonna be a day. I’m trying not to let issues from this week bother me too much today. It’s date night.
