Good morning, world. Happy Tuesday. Mom and I just discussed doing laundry, and then it started to pour outside. No laundry or workout for us this morning. The neighborhood roster’s isn’t letting the rain dampen his enthusiasm for the new day.
My sleep has been pretty ok lately. I’ve switched from my melatonin tabs to Delta-8 gummies. I fall asleep pretty easily, and they don’t make shit weird. They’re lovely, and I’ll definitely be grabbing some more before my trip north.
We never went out yesterday. Mom wasn’t feeling well, and i didn’t feel like driving 30 minutes to go to one store for 5 minutes. If she doesn’t want to go out today, I’ll go on my own and just have to find something else to do while I’m out.
Making plans and having them fall through on a semi-regular basis is frustrating sometimes. I think there would be less annoyance if I knew what was happening earlier. Instead, by the time it comes up in mid-afternoon, I’ve been ready to go for hours. Additionally, I never know if the reason we don’t go it’s because Mom’s not feeling well, or if she’s completely forgotten about our plans.
My frustration with things started early in the day, even before lunch. I was posting bitchy videos in Tiktok before I’d even finished my makeup.
I went outside after dinner and spun for a little while. Turn the music up and let the frustration out.
I’m not getting my hopes up about going out today. It would be nice, but I’ve been disappointed too much to get excited about the protect of leaving the house.
