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Relax.

This has been a long week. A long fucking week. We started the week with his weekly group meeting on Sunday morning. There was a therapy appointment on Monday night. Yesterday, we started couple’s therapy. Tonight, at this very moment, I’m in the parking lot waiting for him while he’s at his monthly probation meeting.…

Let’s Make a Deal

There’s nothing like a trip to the courthouse to make me feel both totally relieved and scared as hell. I feel like I’m living in the audience of a game show studio right now. Tiny, flashing lights blink in dizzying patterns on a light blue backdrop behind the stage. There’s an arched entrance to the…

It’s Complicated

If I had to put it in words to make it  “Facebook official”, that’s how I’ve described our relationship status over the last year: it’s complicated. Back Then He was arrested on a Wednesday. Two days later, Friday, I called a lawyer to inquire about divorce options. The lawyer explained what I’d need in terms…