I contacted the moms. I started with my mom, telling her what happened, and what my options are. Then, I finished it with “please don’t say ‘I told you so’, I already feel broken enough.” She’d never say it, as much as she may think it. Mom didn’t call.. I told her I couldn’t handle…
I feel like I’m just banging around like the ball in a pinball machine. I don’t know what to do with myself when it’s just me here. I started sorting the pile of clothes in the spare room, a pile for each of us, and a pile of things we shared. There’s Netflix, but I…
It’s Wednesday, and I finally had a decent sleep. No nightmares, no laying awake in the middle of the night, struggling to get back to sleep. He was very happy to hear things were better overnight. He left for work at 6:30am, leaving me happily snuggling under a blanket for a little nap with the…