BossRPH asked me yesterday, “is he working tomorrow?” and I happily told her he had the weekend off. No work, no appointments, just food shopping and his group session on Sunday morning. He works every other weekend, and these weekends off make things a bit less busy. It was going to be a normal Saturday.…
It’s been exactly one year since he came home. Things have changed. Things are the same. I’m still anxious. I’m better than I have been in recent years, but there are periods where I totally freak out about everything that’s happened. Sometimes, I feel like everything is collapsing around me. I’ll be having a good…
I’m not expecting anything to go well at all this holiday season. First up, Thanksgiving. Last year, we were invited for dinner at an aunt and uncle’s house. After the shit hit the fan, I went alone. Everything was fresh and raw and no one talked about what was happening. Even though he was at…