<geek> chicky · blog </geek>

I don't want to live on someday when my motto is last week.
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anxiety

With no sleep, the days never end

It’s Friday. Or, as I’m calling it, the third installment of “CRYSTAL JUST WANTS TO FRIGGING SLEEP”. I’ve been up since about 3:15am, so about the last five, almost six hours now. I didn’t have a lot of trouble getting to sleep; it wasn’t exactly easy, but it wasn’t as bad as the night before.…

Just Sleep

It was not a good night here at Chez Crystal. I couldn’t sleep at all, I went to bed with a low-level panic thudding in my chest. Roughly 90 minutes later I was awake again, unsure what time it was our why I was awake, but then someone was ringing our doorbell. I woke him…

Build From the Bottom of the Pit

It’s about two weeks now until the next legal thing. I’ll not nervous, yet. The date sits in the back of my mind, not looming over us like previous meeting dates did. It’ll happen when it happens, eventually. I feel like I should be nervous, however, since by that time it will be nearly 11…