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In My Head

Projection, Facts, and Feelings

One shift left until the weekend can start. It’s been an uneventful week, so my anxiety levels have been at a really mild state for the most part. We had a talk last weekend. I admitted I feel like most of the time I’m worried about him, I’m probably projecting my own anxieties. If I’m…

Excuses

Last November, my world was falling apart around me. I had a husband in jail, a family that wanted to lynch him, and the fear of losing everything: my marriage, my home, my job, my life as it was right then. In those twelve days between arrest and bail, I did a lot of writing.…

The Flow, and How to Go With It

While this is the time of year where my anxiety can shift into high gear, it’s also the time of year when I actually can take some time off work and just do nothing at all. There’s no family visiting, there’s nothing planned out for shared days off, nothing. It’s wonderful. This week, I have…