It was a really long shift, and I’m glad to be home. I’m not sure how I’ll make it through tomorrow. I love my family dearly, but I know how they are and how they can be, and I’m not looking forward to it at all. https://youtu.be/P37xPiRz1sg I watch this video every year, and it…
Hello, Thursday. I’ve been up since 4am. He asked if I was having nightmares, but no, I just woke up and couldn’t get back to sleep. I woke up, and my brain said “Oh, we’re awake? Here’s some shit to think about.” There’s the anxiety about family bullshit. Will I get an invite to Christmas…
It’s been exactly one year since he came home. Things have changed. Things are the same. I’m still anxious. I’m better than I have been in recent years, but there are periods where I totally freak out about everything that’s happened. Sometimes, I feel like everything is collapsing around me. I’ll be having a good…