It’s Wednesday, and I finally had a decent sleep. No nightmares, no laying awake in the middle of the night, struggling to get back to sleep. He was very happy to hear things were better overnight. He left for work at 6:30am, leaving me happily snuggling under a blanket for a little nap with the…
Happy Tuesday. I raise my coffee in your direction. ☕ It was another bad night. I really need to buy more sleeping pills today. While adding extra melatonin helps get to sleep, it seems the trade off is nightmares of varying degrees of shitiness. Last night’s dreams involved one of my biggest fears: becoming so…
This has been a long week. A long fucking week. We started the week with his weekly group meeting on Sunday morning. There was a therapy appointment on Monday night. Yesterday, we started couple’s therapy. Tonight, at this very moment, I’m in the parking lot waiting for him while he’s at his monthly probation meeting.…