<geek> chicky · blog </geek>

And then I let the Alpine play.
just li'l ol' me

Family

Loneliness

It’s lonely being the one who cares. The only one who cares. I’m the only support network to a man who, through his epically dumbass behavior, lost everything. He lost a job he liked, he lost the acceptance, to say nothing about the love, of my family. Lost me, destroyed us. Honestly, he’s lucky I…

Pre-Arraigment

I got a text from my mom last night. She was letting me know that she’s going to be thinking of me today and to stay calm. I explained that he didn’t need to be at the pre-arraignment hearing this morning, it’s just his public defender and the other side meeting up to decide what…

The Hole

Holidays and special occasions are the worst times for me lately. The drama-fest that is my recent life makes me feel like a circus freak. An early morning police raid isn’t one of those things that most families have dealt with, and the fallout was quick and brutal. I didn’t want to talk about it…