Good morning, world. Welcome to Wednesday.
I’ve been up. I was too warm. I should remember to turn off my side of the bed when I get in, because it’s just too much at times. Unfortunately, this week seems to be developing a trend. I don’t (usually) have a lot of trouble falling asleep, and this week isn’t that much different. But … I keep waking up early. It’s frustrating as fuck. I feel like I’m just building up to a breakdown, which I absolutely don’t want.
I tried to do things yesterday, and keep up with “productivity”, or whatever my brain considers being productive. My initial plan was to spin poi, so I set up everything. Only after I’d gotten the music going and organized the cords and all the other bullshit did I discover that the pods needed to be charged.
But Chicky, you might say, you have at least four sets of poi. Why didn’t you use another set? Pure stubbornness. I didn’t fucking want to. I wanted lights, and I only have one set of lights I can use in the house. And I didn’t want to use the wand, because I wanted to make poi videos, and if I pick up that wand one more time I’m going to buy the fucking LED wand. Instead, I ended up organizing some of the fabric pile. I cleared out some things that I knew I wouldn’t use. Some things weren’t large enough to use, others weren’t appropriate for recycling. I put some of the bigger pieces in the closet, and ironed a few things for easy transformation into real clothes. Before I put everything away, I ironed and marked up the necktie skirt. Maybe I can eventually finish a project.
Shawshank has a morning shift today, so I stayed up gaming last night. He suggested I stick to something that might be less ….active…. than “Hades” or Divinity: Original Sin 2. I made some headway in “Disco Elysium“, which made me pretty happy. While I don’t feel like I’m any closer to solving the case, I gained access to a new area on the map, and learned my name.
Today should be pretty close to yesterday. Let’s have three cheers for my sanity.
