Yo, Thursday. Could you have possibly let me sleep this morning? I mean, I didn’t wake up when Shawshank kissed me goodbye when he left. So why the fresh baked fuck did you force me into waking 8 minutes after he left? Where’s the point?
Yesterday was pretty much par for the course this week. I tried to stream, but TinyTown‘s weather’s been kinda shitty this week, with a lot of wind. Unfortunately, shitty weather makes for shitty streams. For the most part, it’s just hiccups. We rarely see it actually choke up enough to drop the connection, but it’s not great for spin time streaming.
Coincidentally, it went a similar way mentally. Shit was good, then I got remembery and spirally for the first time in a while. I popped some earbuds in and spent some time breathing in the shower. I did the human things, then tried to stream. The stream was shit. No one wants to watch me spin poi. And I had to spin the poi. No wand, only poi.
Eventually, I stopped the stream, made lunch, and just did couch things until Shawshank came home. I tried to focus on stuff, but my brain had other ideas, and kept circling back to bad shit. I gave my brain something else to focus on by taking a bubble bath before dinner. The rest of the evening was about the same, and we watched Supernatural and scrolled through TikTok. I played some more “Disco Elysium” after Shawshank went to bed, but I don’t think I accomplished all that much. If I did, I don’t remember it.
I expect today will be more of the same. Again.
